[22 Jul 2007|08:55pm] okay. so i went for paper journals instead. so i'm using LJ for the communities, i spose. wasn't that fun. 1 comment|post comment

[28 Jun 2007|03:51pm] *sigh*. i have no internet. hence lack of updates. that and i'm kind of gettting a life now. hooray. post comment

fucking fuck. sigh. [01 Jun 2007|05:55pm] [ mood | complacent ] i'm liking the slow-paced speed of life i'm living right now. i know it can't last much longer :( i got paid yesterday, spent way too much of it... got that stupid dita von teets book refunded then spent the money again. i'm crap. i tried to buy some new flesh tunnels from wildcat and the website is telling me that the bank is refusing the transaction. what the fuck? i have more than enough money to get em. fucking banks. a retarded chimp could manage funds better than a banker. and that's insulting to retarded chimps. speaking of retarded animals... i was reading this month's bizarre... two morons had bred two white tigers that were brother and sister, so they could cash in on the white tiger trade... the baby tiger came out intensely spacky! it's got a big forehead and squitty eyes and a squished up nose and snaggleteeth. you can practically hear it saying 'durrrr' and dribbling. thankfully it was rescued from it's russian hick owners and put in a tiger sancutary, where it will be laughed at by all the other tigers. so now i'm just sitting here watching avatar:legend of aang and feeling blank. still sorting out all the shit in my room. i hate summer, it's too hot. spring and autumn are good though. still feeling kinda complacent about stuff and shit. blah. need to 'get' motivated. i really love this boring stretch of my life. post comment

turnabout day? [31 May 2007|04:18pm] [ mood | constipated ] so i finally got my arse off the sofa and into town. went for the quit smoking consultation. it went well, my carbon monoxide levels are down to 1, from 5. which is good, i spose. bummed around town for a while... bought what can only be described as 'pirate slacks' from h&m. well comfy, so whatever. and i bought 'the art of teese'. even though i vowed i never would :S it was exactly what i expected it to be... overpriced catchphrasing with big letters spaced generously between photos of miss von. t. and if you flip it over, 'the art of fetish' makes up the second half of the book. an inversivble book. something only americans can be wowed by. marketing two books as one? so thats why it cost so damn much. as far as i can gather, dita von teese is pretty bland. no sharp wit, no satire... got she's so average that it hurts. she pushes 'glamour dressing' and appearances as the foundations of a unique person. wrong. it's clichéd, but it's what's on the inside that makes a person stand out. ok, everyone knows that, it's just confirming that the opposite is not true. i dont know why i have so much to say on this matter. maybe i'm just bored and over-opinionated. took mollie to the vet's. she's fine. had her injection. she pissed on me on the way home. it was warm. really warm. ergh. i'm actually gonna update the cbp website now. shocking. post comment

urrgh... [30 May 2007|01:19pm] woke up today to an overture of sicky vomit over-the-toilet noises. food poisoning? tongues with the dog? what could it be? figured out after a while it's the withdrawl from the shit in cigarettes. haven'd one it over a day so all the shite is coming outta me body. it's so lovely. now i can be a smug little bitch and sip on my wheatgrass juice whilst bragging about my fantastically clean lungs. har. what else. so yeah. my amazing day has so far been one of lying around feeling shit, playing animal crossing and being sick. im going up to the offie for cake and diet coke to make myself feel better. calories? no, i'll see it all again when i throw it up, so the diet isn't technically ruined. today is kind of the turnabout day. or at least it would've been in i weren't feeling so shite. i'm gonna sort out the scores of photos clogging up my pc... start playing guitar again... and even pick up the bass... i hate to say that it seems to me that anytime a girl is in a band, she's a vocalist or a bassist, and usually shit at both, girls playing bass. so cliché. therefore i will be a good bassist, not some three-chord chump monkey who stands on stage pouting. urgh, i feel a rant coming on. tom's leaving tommy schitt on sunday. it's really sad. they're sounding so tight as a band now. i do feel a bit shitty about it as it's been me who's instigated the move down to brighton... but it was tom's decision. eeza big boy nowwww. and when we move down there i shall put my best effort into getting tommy schitt some gigs in brighton. supporting whatever new band tom sorts out, obviously. ha.  mollie is no longer crapping chicken korma, hooray, i need to update cbp.com.  done. post comment

bored of an evening... [29 May 2007|09:37pm] [ mood | blah ] so what else to do but write shit on lj. i've got no solid plans or obligations for the next week. or month. or the rest of my life. now that i'm thinking about it, it's kinda weird. sometime this week i'm gonna try and find a job. and while i'm at it i might as well try to sign  on to a jsa, seeing as my brilliant mind will soon be contributing more than my worth to this state. yeah. right now i just want to go to camden and load up on smelly vintage clothes. if someone buys me the red leopard beret from the stables i'll be their best friend for a week or summin. i need time to be shallow and materialistic right now. and i really should get down to editing about 6 months worth of photos for CBP... rabblerabblerabblerabblerabble. i spend too much time playing animal crossing. post comment

today. [29 May 2007|03:40pm] [ mood | realisation has hit. ] today i am officially becoming an el-jay nerd again. although now i'll have something to write about... i've finished college, forever. in july i'm moving to brighton with my boy. and my life is generally with purpose. so lets see what i'm running on here. i quit smoking. although in reality i've just gone from fifteen a day to five. but i have none left  now so i don't have an option. aaaand i'm upping the anti on that everlasting quest for fitness and hipbones that jut through my skin. aside from that, i'm trying to find some accomodation, get a job, and try and get my photography project, cherrybomb photography, into full swing. right now it's looking very much like a half sesh attempt at fame that you'd typically find on myspace. it's tragic. bye now. post comment

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